Upset.
Happy Endings = End Of Happiness
Hello! Have loads of pictures to upload! :D
The wedding yesterday was fun! (: camwhored alot with phoebe, debbie and chloe(:
Miss them so much, (not chloe cause i see her everyday):X Ooops, haha.
We were like crazy, go toilet take pictures cause there are mirrors! LOL.
Keep going in and out of the room, with all the guests:X
Too tired to post now actually, so the pictures will have to wait.
Went out with yaying today! (: Missed her so much.
Went to watch new moon and then shop and eat(:
So sorry Amanda & Jinglin! Never go watch with you guys):
I can't make it on the 16th. Sorry. I really am):
Haiis. Feel so bad..
And sorry yaying, screwed up alot today):
I'M SUCH A BUMMER. keep screwing things up today..
Hope that things will turn out better tomorrow..
Ganbatte, Jiayou!

I have already made up my mind from the moment you hung up the phone and from the moment you messaged me. Yeah, you said sorry for not giving me a proper reply, leaving me to answer for myself. I was glad that you did and i thought, " Things might actually turn out better". But after apologising, i was waiting.. You didn't say anything else. What happened to the answers that i need? What happened to the reply that you were suppose to give me? You apologised for not giving me a answer and reply. Yet after that, you didn't give it to me. Isn't it the same as not apologising at all? Thus, I've made up my mind.

I'm going to give up.

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Christmas!
Can't help but to feel happy ehhh! :D
Hope i get presents!
Wanted to post yesterday but couldn't cause i had flu again.
Cause i'm super sensitive to dust): made me feel easily irritated):
so slept early. anyway, went to yvonne's house yesterday!
With huisi ans siying(: went there to slack and eat lunch.
Siying and i brought math to do! (: hahahahaha.
But i didn't get to do cause i was sick halfway and cause i no mood too:P
Yvonne cooked lunch for us! :D The table was nicely decorated(:
hahaha, thanks! the food was nice too(: (no food poisoning)
LOL, jkjk, it was great(: hahahaha, next time my turn to cook, LOL.
Huisi played the piano and we sang to some songs like 'you're not sorry"
It was nice being with them(:
Anyway, went home at 3plus and yupp, slept when i got home after taking medicine.
I'm like immune to flu medicines already): it didn't work. so irritating.
But yupp, i'm okay now(: gonna attend a wedding dinner later!
Like going to wedding dinners:D Happy to see my cousins too!
Miss you guys alot(:

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Pissed.
It's not worth it, but yeah, i'm still pissed.
Anyway, went to study with yanting and yoke kay:D
I actually really so called studied outside, hahaha.
Thought that i would slack and keep talking.
But i did more than what i expected, LOL.
It was great studying with the two smarties! :X
After that, went to Cotton On to shop! It was fun, haha.
Saw this really cute shorts at $15 and cause of the design,
we laughed alot:P inseide joke! Hahahaha:x
Tried on some shades and took pictures too(:
My phone is currently charging in my room now, lazy to get it:x
So yupp, next time then upload. Hehehehe.
Then yanting gotta go meet her mum, so she left.
(Okay, i feel uncomfortable now cause i'm wearing my shirt the opposite way! The back is at the front and the front is at the back! :X)
That sounded so stupidddddddd! LOL.
Anyway, we went to popular and looked at books and read magazines!:D
Hahahaha, then went to queue up for yoke kay's A Math Book.
Guess whattttttt! We waited for very long and when it was yk's turn,
the book was at the shelf directly in front of us. HAHA.
Then slacked more at popular then decided to walk around.
Went looking for backpacks cause i still haven't found one that i like):
Then i saw my current school shoes (the one with many black stripes).
It was $39.90! And i bought mine for $6o plus!
Gonna buy again, hahha, like that design alot(:
Hope that there's still stock when i go buy!
Was walking and then someone 'jumped' in front of me. LOL.
Yanting, haha, yoke kay and i jumped a little:x hehehehe.
Went to basement to walk and then finally, to the interchage.
Took bus 300 home and guess what i saw when i alighted!
A super cute kitten in a box, on the seat. It was abandoned):
Carried it back and brought it home.
But yeahh, couldn't keep it so gave it to the Malay neighbours.
And you're probably thinking why i'm pissed right?
Roar.

What was that attitude towards me for? That tone of your voice? What did i ever do to you?
Yes i know that you don't like me, or even hate me. And i know what you've been saying behind my back. What you did to hurt me and my close friends. But i didn't say anything to you. Cause its not worth it at all. But the attitude you gave me just now just pissed me off straightaway. If it was not for that, i wouldn't have called you. And i so regret that i did.

Anyway, i've decided to add colours to my post from now on. LOL.
It'll look so much happier, right? :D
But i'll only add it to names, haha, so it won't be too colourful.
Hahahahaha(:

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Konnichiwa.
Hahaha, huisi's suggestion to put that(: Kinda cute.
Shall post about my sec three class!
305, the starting of a new journey.
My first reaction when i knew that i was in 305.
" Huhhhh!" LOL, don't misunderstand!
Cause i thought that pure history will be in a class, pure geog in another etc.
But my class has all three combinations.
So i was shocked, haha:D But yupp, excited! Lols.
So far i only know, meiru, sipei, peiwen, ting fang, yvonne, yingying, eugene.C, devin, nicholas, lin bo, hao ting and jethro. Cause same class or from dance(:
Hope that things will be great next year! :D
I'm still missing 207 though, (:

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I can't spell out every single word to you, meaning by meaning.
And i don't want to be so straightforward, cause I'm afraid that it'll hurt your feelings.
Hence, You never really understood how i feel. And I'm partly to be blamed too.
I'm sorry.. Cause of that, it became i big problem to me and affected you too.
You know, after making my decision, i felt confused at times. Needless to say, i felt sad too.
"Are you going to give up without a fight?" i often asked myself.
But on the other hand, i don't even know how i feel about you.
Yes, I'm confused. There are times where i really know what i want and there are times where i get lost. I don't know who i can turn to.. I need answers.
I've been waiting alot but i don't even know what I'm waiting for.
Your initiative to tell me something? To message? To just forget? I don't know.
But i know that there's something troubling me on the inside.
And I'm losing confidence in myself.. This whole thing is the reason why.
The reason I'm lacking of sleep. Cause i keep thinking and thinking.
And yes, I'm selfish, I do not want to take the initiative to do things.
I don't mind, but not all the time.. not everything.
There are things that you are suppose to take the initiative.. not me.
I really don't know what to do now. Don't even know what I'm thinking..

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Goodbye.
Shall listen to yoke kay and put goodbye.
It somehow matches the atmostphere now.
Shall post about yesterday first bahh, didn't post cause it was too late and i was feeling tired.
So here goess! (: hahaha.
Went to school around 11 plus to check our sec 3 class with michelle.
Was very happy to see her after so long(: hahaha.
Couldn't find the board at first, then saw carissa(:
She brought us to the board, haha. Thanks! :D
Anddddd, i'm in class.. 305 !
The class alocation is super weird, lols.
Its like totally mixed up, my class have all, pure geog, lit and history people.
Hahahaha, I'm trying to imagine the first day of school.
Super weirdddd! >< Cause i'm excited and nervous. LOL.
Then walked around the school with mich, from level one to three.
After that, went to clementi mrt with her and ht.
Mich went home and ht and i went to meet yikang.
Then reached tiong, met up with tong(:
She said that i grew tallerrrrrrrrrr! Whoooo(:
Took bus to Safra to play pool after that.
Omg, i totally forget how to play le-.-
I'm such a noob. LOL. Jiayou bahh!
Went to eat at ya kun after that, laughed alot, LOL.
It was super funny:P And cold><
Then waited for the bus back to mrt and the bus took super long to come:/
Boarded the train and omg! There was this man,
who talks to himself and shouts out of the blue. Super scary:x
Anyway, reached clementi and met up with siying, yvo and huisi:D
Belle Notte Musicale 3, yes, i would go next year again.
Enjoyed myself at the concert, band was nice.
Videoed some and took oictures too, but the phone camera quality sucks):
So the pics are blur. Nevermind! Hahaha.
Went with yvonne, huisi, siying, lisa and eugene lau :D
Saw some familiar faces there too, lols.
Before the concert, met up with siying, huisi and yvonne at clementi.
Had dinner at Sake sushi, the atmostphere was very lively(:
Talked, laughed, took pics(: haha, then met el and walked to school.
Watched the concert and yeah, it was just the band playing.
But it was nice(: like to listen and just enjoy, lols.
Took pictures with Tao Yang too:D He looks cute(: hahaha.
And he's taller than me le, omg. Grow zoeee! (:
After the concert, we waited for xiao tong and tao yang outside the GO.
Chatted all the way and when they came, we walked to clementi mrt together(:
Thanks for coming guys! Hope that you enjoyed it(:
Here are some pics! :D




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I'm bored of putting Hello.
Hahhahaa, is there anything that can substitute Hello?
Kinda getting booring ._.
Anyway, did math the whole day(: proud if myself:P
Hahaha, gonna go out tomorrowwww! The first outing in the week.
LOL, happy to go out:D hehehe.
And we're going to find out our class allocation tomorrow!
Exciteddddd; hahaha.
Gonna go to Anyhow Art on the l9th of Dec tooo(:
Anyway, yaying's at Korea now! Lucky girl:D
Take care and i love you! Korea's a very nice place!
Enjoy yourself! (:
And michelle's at her chalet! Hahahaha, have fun with your family:D
Here's my Aim! :D


Save loads and loads and loads of $Moneyyyy$ :D
1)For birthday presents (owe alot people:X)
2)For Christmas presents!
3)For outings!
Hahahahahahahahah (:


Songs playing:
1) Cry me out
2) Do you remember
3) Two is better than one
4) Belle of the Boulavard
5) Break your heart
6)All the right moves
7)I won't go home without you
8) Beautiful soul
9) For a thousand years
10)SOS

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Helloo.
Didn't study much today:X Cause i totally forget how to do.
Was suppose to do Direct and Indirect proportion. But i totally forget le:x
End up playing handphone game for almost the whole day.
Hahahaha, gonna catch up tomorrow then! (:
And my mum's very funny:X She set password for the computer.
And guess what, she remember the password, but she typed wrongly.
So no one could use the com just now cause it was locked.
Then, she managed to get into the system. But she don't know what she typed.
Hahahahaha! Lucky can change the password. (:
Hope that i can sleep later, couldn't sleep the past few days.
And if you realised, i have many new blog songs now!
Hahaha, being random.
I♥Batch'95

Can't believe that today was that day..
It all seemed like a dream.

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